I've been here before, I can do it again...
I've been here before, I can do it again...
I’m currently living in a bit of a chaotic mess.
My husband and I are renovating our main bathroom, and there’s plaster dust everywhere.
Constant noise.
No toilet or sink on the second floor - which is especially inconvenient in the middle of the night.
And if I’m being honest, there’s also this ungrounded feeling sitting underneath it all.
As someone who really values a clean, calm, quiet environment… it’s a lot.
I miss the silence.
I miss my routines.
I miss not hearing power tools first thing in the morning and last thing at night.
So naturally, I’ve been asking myself: why did I convince everyone in this house to do this?
It was fully my idea. No one to blame but me.
But like most things with a long journey and a meaningful payoff… it’s worth it.
It’s not that different from starting a business or planning a retreat.
Small steps.
A long, often messy process.
Moments where you question your own decision-making.
But every time you move through something like this, you build a little more confidence.
A little more resilience.
And at least for me, a greater willingness to do it again.
Because you have proof now.
“I’ve been here before. I can do it again.”
So friend, what’s one micro-step you can take today toward something that feels overwhelming?
I believe in you :)
Images by Personal Branding Maven Elise Kutt at Mod Bettie Portraits
My name is Anna VanAgtmael, and I am retreat host, travel designer, and a certified yoga instructor with a passion for yoga, travel, and connecting with others.
I believe in trying everything once. My values lie in collecting memories over things.
My ambition is to inspire and encourage you to unmask your fears and jump into the unknown.
Anna VanAgtmael | Retreat Host | Travel Designer